ok now that was just messed up. At one point I did love my current man but i grew out of it after we were already engaged. he already knows that im pregnant thats whats making it so hard to break up with him. Now Jon and I have been "talking" for the past year about getting together again. After him and his girl broke up the first time, he said he wanted me back but i didnt take him back because i was still with Kevin. I was thinking of a way to break up with Kevin so me and Jon could be one again but i guess I took too long. Now i still want to break up with kevin regardless if I get back with Jon or not. But either way, I still need to figure out how to tell jon that i still LOVE him and want to try over again. Now, the whole thing about me using birth control...been there done that still got pregnant! Now does anyone want to give me real advice and not critisize how I live my life?