Yikes, that's kinda harsh! Well, you know what they say... Opinions are like assholes, everybody's got one! :-)

I talked with a friend last night and he almost convinced me it was just the alcohol... and most likely nothing more. Nothing serious happened (just kissing) so I probably shouldn't worry and let it go. I personally feel very guilty about how secretive the whole encounter was.

I'm kinda shy and that usually keeps me from making mistakes. On the other hand, it also keeps me from meeting/talking/etc with women I might actually have a chance with. I guess now my shyness is trying to keep me from talking with her about the situation. I'm nervous as all heck about it. So I think my friend is right. Let it go and keep going. You know, if I don't go looking for love, then I can't get hurt (heartbroken) and, most importantly, I can't hurt anyone else, directly or indirectly.

Thanks for the posts. They all really helped. I'm glad it all worked out for you Faby. I usually *hate* romantic comedies because these sorts of things happen and in the end everyone is happy (or mostly happy). In particular, the guy in my situation would end up with the girl and they'd be happy forever! I *hate* these movies because I always felt real life was the exact opposite. Well, I now know of at least one case where it all worked out! Congratulations! :-)

Well, I'm off to become a workaholic! The more I work, the less time I'll have to ruin my life (or someone elses). No more love for me... I just need to stay away, be single for ever and ever, and never look back. There's nothing wrong with a little misery. Perhaps my misery will allow others to be happy and THAT will keep me going!

Thanks again everyone!