Thanks guys! I know that #2 is the smart choice!

What do I want? Well I want my current b/f, because I am in love with him. I"ve NEVER loved anyone as much as I do him. He uses the excuss that he was "unhapy and thinking about leaving me" as to why he cheated. Well I also have been unhappy, and the thought of leaving him crossed my mind before too, and I never cheated, or even thought about it.

I"m just scared that I am going to burn the bridge with my current b/f, and then realize how much I want him back. We broke up before, and I went crazy, I missed him SOO much! I don't want to do that again. But also, I don't want to be cheated on every few months either. It's a loose loose situation. I want to believe him so badly that he will never do it again. But my outlook: if he will cheat on me when I am 23, young, thin, etc, then what will he do when I am 40 and probably 50 pounds overweight? (just an example).

I can't even fathem the idea of cheating on him. Why? Because I love him and respect him. I really don't desire anyone else like I do him.

Love stinks,