the reason why you're with him is because you two developed that love relationship. it's hard to get out of but that's about it. you can learn to love again with someone else. and the fact that you are devoted to him makes it even worse because i'm betting he knows "you'll never leave him" so that gives him a higher chance of messing around and it will still be okay. he's going to play you for a fool. love is blind in so many ways, it's going to make you blind from the person you're meant to be with, and it ain't him. if you want anyone's opinion, at least consider the other 2 guys, or even any other guy. don't make your decision yet just because you love him. you said yourself, "love stinks" so why embrace it? hope you don't make the wrong decision.

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