yes i so understand what you are saying angelbecause when d wasnt ****ed up i so could not let him go because in my heart of hearts i knew & still know that he is a good person. Not to long ago he was in a horrible car accident that almost took his life its sad. I hate the twist of fate you know, my son really loved him also and he loived my son it wa sberry difficuylt situation for all of us. he never thought i would leave him never and i did. whenyou have kids they come/ first you know that. as far as me feeling bad no i did not ill be honest i knew that i dserved better and that for once i had to look out for me, not him i could not fix him no one could but to be honest only God.
All of this does not make me a cheat or a liar or any of that, i dont live in regret and i dont care what people think either its my life and i did not ruin his i almost let h im ruin mine angel. im glad that athings are wrking out but please realize u cant help someone who is not ready to help himself. I am grateful for kenny every day that passes me by.
i am so grateful that i was not in that car with d that afternoon in the crash cuz if i was with him i would have been there