Your relationship won't be like it was before. Any cute nicknames you have had for each other--the trust.. it's all....gone. It won't come back for a long time. It does make sense, but you are also blind from the love to a certain extent. It seems like you are making slight exaggerations on this in order to get things back to where you WANT them.

Remember that humans in general want what they cannot have.

And what you cannot have, my friend, is that relationship back the way it used to be...