in reality, why does it matter so much if you want to feel in. you know that you shouldn't feel this way because you'll only bring yourself down as your doing now. being that you have a good relationship and you're both are happy, you seem like that you're not satisfied with what you already have. some might call it spoiled that you're craving more but you know there are always other that have less than you. true others might have more, but what they lack is where you make up. be satisfied with what you have and you'll learn to appreciate it a lot more. "you never know what you have until it's gone" raverboy

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...this is just my perspective on the situation...