i think that you got some problems.. first you can't handle your liquor. when you get drunk you're going to have to control your intake. being drunk is a fact of life that alters your state of mind and if you're looking to handle your problems with liquor, you should better learn to control yourself. i see that when you're drunk, you express yourself differently but getting drunk and wishing you were still with someone doesn't do much for your health. you should seriouly consider moving on because if after two years, he's not showing any interest, then why do you bother? you're willing to give up everything and yet he doesn't return any feelings, so doesn't that tell you something? i leave it up to you. raverboy

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