I had this guy who I was absolutely mad about for two years solid. He used to make me go red when he spoke to me, I used to get really nervous, shake, I used to think about him him all the time, talk about him all the time. I made myself believe that he was perfect and the fact is I've discovered what he is really like and I couldn't have a longterm relationship with him. Now we're just really good friends. I still look at him and think aaaww but it's was just infactuation! It took me all that time to find out- you can be fooled so easily.

I now have this other guy, he has his bad points but at the same time he has loads of good ones too- and I just love him for who he is.

I think when you sit down and decide that you love someone it's not real- it's just infactuation!!