<Gasp>... Shock! Horror! Oh god no hugs! You poor thing you must be so deprived *gets out violin*.

alright. i know that throughout our relationship i have made several mistakes. there is nothing i wouldnt give to take those back. every moment i spent away from you i miss you. im crazy about you. ive said alot of things, and there are alot of things ive done. i think in a way i have loved you for longer than i realized. there was a time when i wasnt sure, but in my heart i knew i was falling for you. i know that we have had alot of problems, and there are alot of things that would have broken adults up, let alone teenagers. i have learned so much from you. the past few weeks, i know i havent been as nice as i could be. i have been alittle overly dramatic and i could probably have shown you more affection. i wish so much that i could take that back, but i cant. the only i think i can do is ask you for your forgivness. from the moment i saw you i knew you were special. i know you now, and you are even more special than i could have possibly imagined. nothing would make me happier than to have you forgive me and to belive that this is not the end. as we have pulled through many fights...i hated them too...but we can pull through this. im not going to force you, i can only tell you that i cant love you as a friend. i will always love you as a friend and more. there will forever be a place in my heart. you are so special to me. i know i sound dependent, and i know you dont want me to be. i am 2 a certian extent...but i know in my heart i could pull through without you, the thing is, i dont want to. every moment i spend with you i love. if there was anything i could be doing right now i would be in your arms, if youll take me...
please forgive me, i am so sorry