Oh God, this girl needs to open her eyes!

Pinky, you're the one engaging in selfish, destructive behavior, not Mitch. I'm willing to bet you are somewhat blind to the reality of the situation, or at least to what a neutral observer's objective opinion of it would be.

YOU need to grow up. You're deluding yourself if you think it's "Mitch" that has the problem. He was supporting you, you've said it yourself. He is not the cause of your cutting. I think you should look a little further into yourself to explain that. God, that is the most irresponsible thing I have heard in a loooooong time! As if someone else is to blame for your own problems. And don't act like you're not blaming him, you wrote this:

"And I never blamed it on him to myself. I'd always say to myself it was work, or other pressures. But I finally got up the courage to dump him two weeks ago."

Ridiculous. And now you act like he owes you something. He doesn't have to cover up your problems for you. You broke up with him. He has no obligations.

If you finally wake up, tell this guy you're sorry for how much you mistreated him and took him for granted, as that is what seems to have happened here. If you can't, and instead wish to hold on to your false pride and selfish ignorance, be my guest, but do this kid a favor and stay out of his life.

I'm sorry to be harsh, but these are things your boyfriend wishes he could tell you but he can't, because you would just argue and turn it back around on him. And you know that's true, I bet it's strange to think that maybe you are to blame here? Hmm?

Well you are. Stop being so self-centered and open your eyes to the selfless love this guy has poured into you, only to get back insensitivity and antagonism. You may just finally grow into a deep, caring person.

Take responsibility for yourself. You have control. Keep working on Love.

Peace.