Hey guys, im in a rite state at the mo, in tears as i type!!! I dont really know anyone to talk to cos i live away from home, so this is abit desparate!! I split from my first love a few days ago and i cant believe how badly its hit me!! Im too upset to type the whole story, i jus dont know how to deal wiv these feelings!! I cant stop crying, i hav this churning in my stomach, i cant stop thinking about the good intimate times we had, she's permently in my head!! I cried myself to sleep last nite clutching a photo of her! I never knew someone i cared for this much cud make my heart feel this bad!