It sounds more like your heart belongs to this friend guy rather than your boyfriend.

I think you need to look at your current relationship - forget about the friend, and just focus on the relationship. Work out if it's really what you want, where it's going, if youre really in love with him, if there's any future - you cant stay long distance forever.

You also have to look carefully at your friendship. Do you want to be with this guy? Can you see yourself having a future with him?

I dont really believe you can be in love with two people at the same time - so it's up to you to work out which one you are in love with.

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