I feel bad for replying since I feel as if I'm bumping, but I really needed a few days to let this sink in and culminate.

To be quite honest, I didn't understand what some of you guys were saying. To be blunt, I guess I didn't 'catch the drift'.

I feel as if you guys are telling me to stay with the sureshot... and that if I gave up on it and tried after the other girl, that everything would just crumble. The quote that meant the most was "Pave paradise, put up a parking lot". Are you saying I should just give up on my dreams and cover them up?

If so, it seems reasonable. After considerable thought... I think that it may be best for me to do just that. It's depressing to think that I actually talk to who I think may be 'the one'.. in that we share something incredibly special that I've never felt in my life. The problem is that she just lives too far away. And with the realization that she may be going to England... it's crushing. I feel that this would be perfect if only we were closer.

I suppose you guys are right with your advice, and I am very thankful for that. That maybe I'm wishing for too much. It's just a bit hard because that wish IS tangible. Part of me really feels as if I'd be missing out on the best thing that could ever happen to me. But could it really happen? That's the real question. To move halfway across the world to be with someone in which it may not even turn out? It's just really tough.

I'd really appreciate it if I got some more feedback, and I'm very thankful for you guys who have replied. This is truly the biggest dilemma I have ever faced.

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