Also, she wants to go out of town with me this summer to meet my mom, and wants us to go on a carriage ride through town. I just can't figure her out. I need to talk to her about this stuff and try to get some answers for once, but I don't know how. Every time I try to bring up the issue about "us" she either avoids it the best she can or gets pissed at me. I do appreciate all your feedback on here, I'm totally lost with this one and for some reason all I do is think about it all the time. Thanks.