Hie all. Theres this little i'd like to share with everyone and hope you guys can give me your opinions if possible.
I'm in 3rd year of college now. Time seems to fly really fast and i'll be graduating very soon. Now theres this girl called Ann. Ann is in my course of study and shes the kinda of dream girl everyone would like to have. I've kinda admired her for almost 3 years and i thought that i wouldnt get a chance to know her. Guess what? I was wrong!
Now, in our last semester, she happens to be in the same class as i am! My attendance suddenly rose since i'm looking forward to class everyday with her. We didnt really talk but i guess she noticed me. I took the next step in adding her at friendster, msn and later i got her no. Though we didnt really talk on the phone, we do sms quite often. Shes attached but i decided to just go slow and get to know each other. Then, i finally got a chance to ask her out about a month ago.
We went to watch the movies, had some drinks at starbucks, played billiard and had fun till late into the night. Soon after, i sent Ann home and thought that i'm the luckiest guy in the world. However, few days later, i called her but she sounded different. Shes drunk and was on her way back in a cab. I told her to take care and few days later, found out that she broke up with her boyfriend. I messaged her occasionally and three weeks later, we went out again.
This time, Ann and i watched a show, had dinner and talked about alot of stuffs and secrets. It was more indepth and we talked on why she broke up and that her boyfriend dumped her. We went back home and few days later, i asked her out for a walk. We had drinks along the way, i fed her some cake, brushed her hair and theres a few times our hands "bumped" each other as we're walking.
I really wanted to hold her hand as we took a walk. But i didnt dare to because i'm not confident if Ann felt the same way for me as i felt for her. I'm not sure if i'm rushing it or going too slow. In the end i didnt do it. Guess i'm kinda afraid.. The next day, i messaged her how i really wanted to hold her hand yesterday. However, Ann didnt reply me. Did i just say the wrong thing out?
Thanks for reading this. Hope u guys could give me your thoughts on this matter
