angel...the only way u can get over this is with someone else.....remember when u left him, there is now a gap in ur heart and in ur soul.....unless and until u fill that gap.........with the love of someone else..u are going to feel hollow.....i dont say that grab the first guy that comes around.....but start looking and remember dont try to answer all the questions that come into ur head all by urself......

best of luck.....i know the pain of separation..........am going throuhg it now..................but each person feels his/her own and there is no way another person can even fathom urs.that is why what u did was so brave........................

i really hope the best for u...............................

Hussain

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