okay for the person who was being sarcastic.. we dont just give eachother high fives , we are constantly talking... i knwo about his past and his family and i know about his lieks and dislikes and i knw his hobbies and he knows practically everything about me... and yes i understand that older guys want sex and all that but this is different and i guess no one wil understand my situation unless they were in it... but thanks guys for the help anyways