ok..so I want to understand you situation but I have two things I have to ask.

!. you came here for advice right? why are you running away when it wasn't what you personally wanted to hear?
2. What is your defeintion of the word Crush? You use it in your thread line. It's a crush, nothing more. Once your out of school, it will be history.

Just curious ... but don't you think love and crush are two different things?

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