yup, sure am.
It sucks but you know what? I care about him, alot. I have work that is occuping alot of my time right now. I guess because I care, I don't want to give up on what might be, ya know?
He's an amazing guy and I really want to find out how this is all going to end.
I tell you what though, the sexaul tension between us is going to be the death of us. Its bad.

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