hi onika

as fizzy said...what could have been doesnt matter. what did happen matters. he loves you and you love him.. but never let that be a justification for u to tryto understand everything he does.....respect urself and then expect respect from others....

u wont forget it anytime soon...what he said...coz u love heim and when someone u love sayd such things...it hurts...

feeling hurt , angry is the only way to react..u cant just pretend that going out with a girl while being engaged to another is ok.! it is not.

talk with him and be honest and ask him to be honest. remember he was honest with you so always be honest.

and i hope things work out for you

Hussain

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