OV, sometimes, friends don't know what to say to make you feel better so they change subject. And family don't know what to say so they make you feel worse.

I wish I could sympathize with you, but you're right because each of us go through things differently. And it's even harder for me to sympathize with you because I have never been in love. But I can understand what it feels like to think things are not going to get better because it's what I'm feeling right now.

But I work really hard to pretend things are okay. and now I think, if I can't take my own life, it must mean that there is something there that I still value, that there are things left here on earth that I will dearly miss if I'm gone. If you really want to die, then nothing can stop you. You will find a way. If you can't kill youself, what's holding you back? Surely, it's not your inability to get a hold of morphine. Maybe there's something that you can't leave behind. Focus on that little ray of hope.

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