the thing is i really wanna be with this girl. i mean i REALLY DO. the odd thing to me is that after 4 years of her constantly (at least verbally) saying no, we've come to this when she's probablly leaving soon. there have been times over the years that we've kissed, made out, or whatever but she always said it wasn't a good idea becuz of various reasons (i had relationship issues, and we worked together). now this..... there is a possibility of me going back to iowa for school and to be closer to my family and if i did it would put me in driving distance (1-3 hours depending on who you believe) of her and we could see where this leads. she did ask me when i brought up the possibility "what happens if we evolve into something more? wouldn't you wanna be together more?" i told her "probably but let's take it one step at a time." and that i wasn't looking that far ahead.....