You know, there isnt sympathy coming from me. I know this is a real person with real feelings. Every problem, whether it be sick like this or silly like many of the posts in here, all stem from something psychological.
This person obviously wants our help or he wouldnt have come in here.
Ub you are hurting someone. You are hurting yourself and that little girl. It may be hard to see right now but you are damaging this little girl for life. She doesnt deserve something like this to happen to her. This is sexual abuse. She is just a girl! Not only is this illegal but its morally wrong.
I'm not going to sit here and tell you what you want to hear. I'm going to tell you what you need to hear. You need to get well.
Notice that the only thing youve mentioned is how much you love having sex with this girl. You dont love this girl, you love the sex with this girl and you need someone to help you get rid of that desire.

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