Hussain hehe you will think of me as soem desperate fella -cuz of my constant checks on this forum-but oh well in my free time i have to do somethinge else than thinking about her ... well that sounded hypocritical cuz i am doing that right now i am thinking of her-thats why i am participating this forum... anyway i really like that strong phrase of yours "if she is meant to be urs she will be" i will try to make that into a reality and consider it as an objective... it is funny that she came from nowhere and suddenly i felt deeply inlove with her-love from frist sight as they say-but it wasnt her beuty and charm that attracted me the most -but her personality.. i can only wish that she has some mutual ideas about me too.. for now i will let it fade away-and let the lust persist once again ..because i think she sense my despiration-as today she turned me off-by saying that she has something to do (something that she had to do from long time) i only wish she was sayign the truth.. but even- turning me off -its kind of cruel and harsh-she said tommorow-lets hope she is in a good mood .. if she turns me off tommorow too-than i will hit depression and from there after i dont know.. my ego will die ..

Btw waht are the best working topics to discuss when on a date/out -like something general ...? Some advice to amuse her.. yes?