I am really emotional and most of the time the real muscular guys or tough guys are very emotional and I am one of them I cry during chick movies and many other things and when I don't see my girlfriend for a few days just a slight thought of her brings tears to my eyes cause I love her so much and I write pages of letters to her everyday. When I really think about her I just go off by myself so know one can see the way I am cause they would make fun of me but if they did see me I wouldn't really care. you are not a faq and anyone that calls you gay or a faq or anything else is one cause they can't understand you and they are afraid of you cause you are different and you have something they don't.