We have been working through all this stuff lately... things have been going pretty good and she has said to me that she would never leave me, that it didn't matter what happens in the future, that she would be by my side. That was definitely the reassurance I had been looking for all along. The only thing is that she keeps telling me that things don't seem right, that I seem different ever since we broke up that one night, which I suppose is understandable and I have done everything possible, over the phone, to reassure her that everything will be alright and that night was simply a bump in our relationship. She has been extremely understanding and as much as I didn't want to break up with her (i was just scared which is why it happened)... the good thing that came of it all is that she is being more open minded, we are being more open with eachother and we both have more of an appreciation for everything we have built with eachother. It is so easy to take for granted all we have... and I would have to say that taking things for granted is probably THE one human trait that most often destroys things in life. I never really realized that until I moved away to go to school. Well thanks for all your replies everyone, all you guys here are a great help and the fact that you take your time out to help others speaks volumes. Thank you!

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