You know, I don't know. I asked him becuase I loved him. I've devoted a lot to him. Now also including the commitment to him. I know it sounds messed up because we do have problems. example, he gets mad if I question anything at all. When I ask the question once in a great while, "Do you love me?" He claims it as a comment coming at him and he has to defend himself. It's pretty messed up, but I love him more than anybody really thinks.