After this week... I am taking some time off..

I am going snowboarding for the last time this coming weekend and then I am heading home to Vermont for a few days... I am missing my father and my friends and well.... I guess I just think that right now.. I need to be surrounded by people that love me. My self esteem is shot.. I am completely insecure and I have never felt more alone then I do right now.

I have cried more in the past few weeks then in my whole life and I feel like right now I need to make a change or life as I know it will be forever like this.

I feel like I have been dumped by the world?? crazy isnt it?

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"Remember always, that you not only have the right to be an individual, you have an obligation to be one."
- - Eleanor Roosevelt
" It's not who we are that holds us back, it's who we think we're not."
- - Michael Nolan
"...to love and lose, is better than not to love at all..." .... yours truly
" The world is big... I want to see all of it before it gets dark." -- John Muir

Sweetheart, just remember what I said...ok?

I hope everything becomes better soon...

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My New Car!! Cardomain!

"Be Mindful of The Future, But Not At The Expense of The Moment"

"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser"

Hey jane. I hope things get better. If you ever need words of advice or just kindness, you know one of the many places to look.

.. feels good to have friends. Thanks fellas!

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"Remember always, that you not only have the right to be an individual, you have an obligation to be one."
- - Eleanor Roosevelt
" It's not who we are that holds us back, it's who we think we're not."
- - Michael Nolan
"...to love and lose, is better than not to love at all..." .... yours truly
" The world is big... I want to see all of it before it gets dark." -- John Muir

Though I haven't been here long, it's obvious that you have plenty of friends here who care . And I include myself what I say lots of people who have a great deal or respect for you. Good luck!

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Because a hard man is good to find.

thanks Iron.. now I know what Squir see's in ya..

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"Remember always, that you not only have the right to be an individual, you have an obligation to be one."
- - Eleanor Roosevelt
" It's not who we are that holds us back, it's who we think we're not."
- - Michael Nolan
"...to love and lose, is better than not to love at all..." .... yours truly
" The world is big... I want to see all of it before it gets dark." -- John Muir

*buys a round*

this one is on me. raverboy

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...this is just my perspective on the situation...

Jane: You have been the center of this place and God only knows the "rock" to many people here and elsewhere. YOU were the reason I stayed in this forum. My first and only because of you.

We have had SO many great times here and out and SO many laughs just too many to count. You are a great person and I wish you only but the best in life and what it has to offer. You deserve it girl. And remember what I said..."It will happen..."

I support your decision 100%. I am behind you in these times and those to come. You will find happiness and peace. We have been through so much in our lives, experiences, trials and tribulations that have made us stronger. And I know this time for you right now you will get past. I am happy you are going back home. Just remember you will ALWAYS have the support and friends here.

You are a wonderful person Jane. I know this isnt goodbye for you...you will be back...you'd miss me too much and sure as hell know I'd miss you too much. Have a great time snowboarding girl!

Just know sweetie-you are loved by a lot of people.

I love ya girl...

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everything happens for a reason...

now jane luv, if you do that I'm going to go crazy.... I'd miss you too much

but if your feeling better ^_^!!! yay!!!!!!!! more power to you !!!

if not go have some fun and find a good bf and get laid

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.... what would life be like if I didn't touch anyones life....

thanks for the beer.. i am sure I am gunna be doing that for awhile..

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"Remember always, that you not only have the right to be an individual, you have an obligation to be one."
- - Eleanor Roosevelt
" It's not who we are that holds us back, it's who we think we're not."
- - Michael Nolan
"...to love and lose, is better than not to love at all..." .... yours truly
" The world is big... I want to see all of it before it gets dark." -- John Muir

Forget the BF...relationships are nothing but trouble....just go get laid! Think of Nec and me while you're doing it......

*looks up, closes eyes and smacks head*

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My New Car!! Cardomain!

"Be Mindful of The Future, But Not At The Expense of The Moment"

"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser"

oh I dont think he meant to leave you out Innova....

I'm sure Ms. Jane would rather have you as her side kick...

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everything happens for a reason...

Hell no...the more the merier...we've got pleny of lovin' for Miss Jane......

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Because a hard man is good to find.

you are a "sex pistol" arent you???

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everything happens for a reason...