she puts the blame on me that i was selfish and unloyal because i left her ,there was no love at all from her part
she didnt want to meet me,we hardly talked on the phone anymore she didnt return my phone calls etc etc
So she blamed you calling you selfish and unloyal and god knows what else, she says right to your face that she wasn't even in love with you (meaning you were probably being used for free dinners or something), she didn't even have the courtousy to return your phone calls or meet you, and for some reason you
WANT TO GET BACK WITH HER?!?!?!?!
Bro,
You're so much better off now. I think you should be ECSTATIC getting rid of someone who verbally hurts you and does shit like that. She's not worthy of you. Throw a party now that you're a free man from a girl like that!
Alexi