| Thanks for all the reply, I'll give you guys an update. When I found out i was pregnant, I let both guys know right away. I don't like to keep things from people, cuz it not fair. And the new guy wanted to bail out, so it's easier for me, even though he hurt him so much for wanting to do that. I asked him to stay, and try not to make decision for me. Both me and my bf realized that, even if not for this new guy, we wouldn't be together forever, just cuz there must be someone to fill that something missing from our relationship. So he understands, but he really wants the baby. He still loves me a lot, and he loves the baby too. He is willing to bring it up. While, after I told new guy about it, and he is willing to raise the baby with me too, as long as that's what i want. So now, I am going to actually find out what the baby wants to do (some energy things are involved) , I rather have an abortion, but I don't wanna deny the rights to him/her to choose how he/she wants the life to me, to end, or be with dad, or be with mommy and mommy's new bf.
After that, I will find my replacement for work and get a ticket to see him. I think that's what'll do at least at this moment. I am willing to risk everything to be with the one I truely love. Right now, I am just hanging here because i need to tight up all the lose ends, I don't just wanna make a mess and escape my life here. Even though it's hurting all 3 of us, and I don't want it to last any longer than it has to last, but I believe in the long run, all these stress is worth it.
Again, thanks for the replies, they really confirmed what I believed in. | 
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