Illusional: You're right, I should move on with my life. But the thing is that I'm at a point where it's getting harder not to think of him...I guess I love him more than I think.
SecretDontTell: I did ask him about 6 months ago, but I was referring to how I felt in the past. So, I asked him "Have you ever, even for just a minute, thought of me more than just a friend?"...he said "yes." But that answer was not for how he's feeling now...it was for the first time when I sent him the gift. I'm too chicken to ask him about how he feels now...

Like I told you in the previous message, I'm Asian so the "caressing" part won't be happening.

We've never kissed each other before, not even a little peck on the cheek...Making eye contact? It'd be weird for me to do so since I'm shy. Any more tricks?
PS: I do play tennis...but only a litte.