| I've been down this road myself...in fact it was my attitude that caused me and my ex boyfriend to break up after three years. I just got really mean to him and was always arguing. Now he and I are friends, but I'd like to be in a relationship and he says he doesn't want one. The reason he doesn't want one is because I made him miserable and for a long time now he's going to associate me as the bad girl. And I deserve that, but there is a way to fix this and surprisngly it has nothing to do with him.
You need to learn how to have fun again. Whatever you consider fun, you need to find out what that is and go do it. You need to be happy. If you were happy you'd treat people better including him and more than likely yourself. You need to relax, stop being so dramatic and learn to be the fun person you were when he met you. However, don't do it for him. Do it for yourself. Everyone needs to be happy and if you fake it you'll just be more miserable and he'll see right through it.
Change your scenery. Go buy some new clothes. Go meet some new people. Go sign up for that activity you've been wanting to try for a while now. Just go out and have fun. Try new things. You'll be surprised at how much better you'll feel about yourself and life in general. And as an added bonus, a certain someone will be a lot more attracted to you if he sees you smiling and having a good, care free time.
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