What does she feel for me?

[2deepinluv2stop]

ok here's the skinny:

I LOVE my best friend (head over heals, see us together always LOVE).
She's dating Mega @SSHOL3 2.0 (skinny lil computer geek who runs his mouth and lies to much) aka Randy.
She knows I love her deeply, and get jelous when I hit on other girls, or when I go out with other girls she instantly hates them.
She tells me she knows she loves him....
I'm tryin to distance myself from her and love her as a friend not LOVE her like I do LOVE her......
Now she's getting all mad at me telling me that I made her day bad and picking a fight with me because when we were at the mall I "excluded" her (btw I treated her just like I treat my other best friend Angel)

Are her feelings for me more than she's willing to admit? is she just PMSing? Or is the fact that all my attention is no longer focused on her (to her knowledge any way, i think about her all the time and would reconstruct the cosmos for her) making her worry that I won't always be her lil beck-n-call boy like I always have?

there are other lil things like:
-she likes to have me give her feet and back massages
-she'll call me at work if she's bored
-she usually (not always) chooses me over @SSHOL3 2.0
-she is always inviting me to come over his house with her, and while there -she rides on my back, and I carry her in my arms..... none of which he can do cause she is a rather robust (beautifully may i add) young woman and is the cousin to the taco bell chiwawa
-she sits on my shoulders in her pool, sits in my lap, and lays in my arms.

please help me figure out my head case of a friend before I just go apeshit and drink myself dead (figurative)

[2deepinluv2stop]

o one more thing.... she tells him that she shoulda dated me instead, and that I make a better BF than him......

[French056]

I know amercian people are allways teasing. Is she talking to you about other guys who she would like to gou with ?

[2deepinluv2stop]

yea she does, she's always telling me stuff like "o i'd dump randy for him"

[French056]

when you go out with a girl how is she ? When you have a girlfriend !!

[French056]

To me, she is very close of you. And you are like a brother for her. When she will give you a kiss then you can wonder

[2deepinluv2stop]

well the one time I went out with a girl (btw I went out with this girl twice, the first time we went to the mall and we got my ear pierced, second time we went for Pizza at the place where my Love (erica) works, she was working that night and saw us) when she saw us she got acted mad jelous...., I have not had a GF since knowing her cause I've been waiting... but I'm tryin to get over that....

[French056]

Is she going out with a boy ?

[2deepinluv2stop]

yeah, She's dating Mega @SSHOL3 2.0 (skinny lil computer geek who runs his mouth and lies to much) aka Randy. (they are a total wrong fit
)

[French056]

Sorry for this but , what does "Mega @SSHOL3 2.0 " mean ??

[2deepinluv2stop]

that's my lil nick name for the kid he's a lil computer nerd whom acts like a lil asshole constantly... He's even went as far nearly cheating on her, with me her best friend in the room

[French056]

How do you find her physically ?

[2deepinluv2stop]

well i guesse physically she's a lil on the chubby side, but I think she's drop dead gorgeous..... she is more beautiful to me than a million super models.... I think she is one of the sexiest women alive

[Curlz]

OK put yourself in Randy's position for a minute. How do you think he feels when she acts like that with you, and says that you'd be a better boyfriend? Similar to how you're feeling at the moment?

[2deepinluv2stop]

yea I understand that, i know it's gotta be rough for him, but is she playing games on me? or does it sound like feelings are genuine?