| my 2 cents will it get easier?
maybe, maybe not...
you're the one controlling what you think, think of other stuff...think of how much she cares about you.
why not channel your energy to something a little more positive and productive...like a special dinner for when she gets back telling her how much you've missed her.
If she gets back and you haven't done anything over the past 2 weeks except pine over her as flattering as that is I don't think she'll be happy.
I've been cheated on soooo much, I know how you feel.
It's tough doing other things and not knowing what's going on elsewhere, but isn't that the whole point of trust and having a relationship? Knowing that somewhere out there, there is a person who loves you and you can both go about your days yet at the end of the day she's still "yours" and you're still hers?
Like I said, do something productive, take all those thoughts about her and do something romantic to show you were thinking about her, and all the good things you share. I'm sure she's not oblivious to the fact that you're paranoid, she'll appreciate it.
-mildwild
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