| she likes someone else? hey guys..
listen, this is still about the same girl.. and a while ago she told me that she needed time alone to think things over but she couldn't tell me what it was she was worrying about (because she said it would hurt my feelings), and that she needed time alone to go think things over. i talked to her best friend mollie, a girl i previously went out with, and we tell each other just about everything when things like this come up. she got over the fact that i'm going out with her best friend and she's cool about it now. the first person megan told what she was worrying about was mollie. i got on the phone with mollie as soon as she signed on and it turns out she likes this other kid.. his name disgusts me so we're just going to call him Bob. ok? ok! so anyways, Bob had previously rejected her liking him before, several times. he is a ****ed up 10th grade nerd boy scout who is SHITTY with girls. he has a g/f that is so fat and ugly i wouldn't have sex with her if it was with somebody else's dick AND them pushing. whatever. Bob only hugged his g/f like, once, and was when people at school MADE him. he only called her i think twice but that was cuz he needed something. the point of that is to prove he is terrible when it comes to girls. my g/f megan is starting to like him again. it would be wise of me to step back for a few days and let it all play out the way it should, but it's so hard.. i screamed cried and prayed yesterday so hard.. you ever listen to KoRn? well.. listen to the first album, and that's what i sounded like-lol. but.. there are things i could do such as call her and tell her i figured out why and it wasn't her friend that told me, but i figured it out and i could explain to her that the reason she wants him is because like all human beings, she wants something that she simply cannot have!
suggestions?
p.s. i'm NOT breaking up with her  | 
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