| What a dum dum I am Just back from hanging out with friends. Had a really good time and played cards for 6 hrs straight. At one point, I almost fell asleep over the cards. "John" , my childhood friend was there. Known him since I was 11. He recently got married.
About a year ago, "John" made a pass at me. At the time, I didn't pick up on it. Hinting is bad, because the person could totally miss the hint. I only realised it later but didn't pursue it because a friendship like that seemed too good to mess with.
One year on in the midst of the game, I am plagued with thoughts of having missed the opportunity. Either I was really tired at the time, or it was too much coffee and sugar, and blame it on crap cards.....but hell, sitting across the table from him, I remembered a line Laguna said in a post. Something about "stop thinking...and just go ahead....".
But 'tis too late, too late. Oh what sorrow. So people, I have come to the conclusion that we ought to Carpe Diem - seize the day. Or forever hold our peace.
*sigh* random thoughts amidst a splitting headache.  | 
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