thought cheating

[Swoon]

i have an amazing boyfriend he is amazing treats me great and i like him loads.
however i cant stop thinking bout this guy i used to liek and had a bit of a thing with before i met my boyfriend. i had a dream that i cheated on my boyfriend with him and i enjoyed it.
I feel mean when i think about him and the fact that i still talk to him and love it when ever he compliments me extcetera.
im evil arnt i ?
you guys had an similar experiences?

[mhussain]

dont do that to ur bf swoon, seriously it aint worth it. it is my opinion that those who cheat are scum, doesnt matter whether the are male or female they are scum......

if u like ur bf, and if he likes u do u know what this thought would do to him, the feeling of trust he has in u?

it is not worth it swoon.

Hussain

[Swoon]

im not going to tell him it would crush him. and im certainly not goign to cheta on him, i hate peopel who cheat, and thats why i feel so bad about thinkign about someelse it feels like im still chetaing on him in some wya and i hate that

[mhussain]

swoon, what i am going to say may seem harsh........stop talking with the other guy...it is not worth it.....STOP MEETING HIM STOP CHATTING WITH HIM and DO NOT repeat DO NOT take compliments from him....

the rest is upto u

Hussian

[Swoon]

but we ended great terms and are good friends, so its hard to just stop seeing him plus i have to work with him as well, is there someway i can stop myself thinkign about him, even subconciously i just want him out my head

[mhussain]

there is no way....when u ban a village from being visited than u should also ban all the ways leading upto that village....

listen swoon....just put urself in ur boyfriens shoes and think how would u like to be told that he is experienceing what u r right now and decidde for urself

Hussain

[Swoon]

your right im a *****

ive got to get this sorted quickly somehow

[mhussain]

best of luck and i hope u get this sorted out....

Hussain