| Im in Love... I am totally and completely in love with this girl at my school, she's new to it and I tried to comfort her and basically be a friend. As this went on my friendship with her blossemed into a love for her. I think it's love, I'm almost certain it is. But I am somewhat of a jokester, and she does not fully believe me yet. She says she wants to but doesn't know. I was at my friends hockey practice one night and i wrote her a poem. I gave it to her and she said it was the nicest thing anybody has ever done for her.
Just one tiny little problem. I might be the worst boyfriend of all time, I know this, and accept it. I am trying to change, but my last three girlfriends have been disasters. I just become unconsiderate and possibly uncaring, but I have never been in love before. Also, I have not remained friends with any of my past girlfriends and i have not so much as glanced at her since we broke up. But this girl is the greatest person I have ever met, even though our differences are very large. She likes punk rock, I prefer rap and r&b, she smokes (not only cigarettes) and I am not a fan of such behaviour. She wants rather unusual piercings (she tried to get her nipple pierced yesterday) She is very weird, unpredictable, but so am I, perhaps that is what we have in common, our spontaniousnous unites us. But I really don't want to lose her, I can definitely see us beings best friends. So here is my game plan:
I do not go out with her, for now atleast, until I become a better boyfriend/kisser, heh. But anyway would any of you suggest this is a good idea or a bad one. I am just soooo in love with Danielle. (Yeah I said it, what?) |