A Lost Mind

Silent streets empty lanes buffed cars
Chilling air sticky dew sharp winds
Wet eyes pale cheeks clammy skin
Deafening yells evil whisper one word
Wide stare focused pupil stinging look
Small light far away slowly fades
Stomach cramp finger jam spine shiver
Journey ahead blocks now deadly past
Trust one leave all break away
Hurting you killing me confusing them
Warm tears burning lashes trembling arm
Fierce confidence Shaking pedestal harsh reality
Empty heart trust issues growing pain
Airy conversations artificial smile candied lie
Entire vision infinite options blinded forever

Can't find the right words, but it is really Good, Lovely, "Going Through Heart" !
I especially loved last three lines.