My heart beats, but without thought...traced in the upbringing of saddness I cannot stand. Person born to reep the understanding of emotion, bitter to the coldness without his warmth. The eyes, canatonic to his own tears of this morbid reality. Laying back in his chair, staring into the light, blinding him of any feeling, trying to wake up from the nightmare. His soul trapped from the utopia he always dreamed upon the stars of heavens. Dreams of which haunt him, the days in which feel like a lifetime of slow death. Yet somehow, his legs stay strong, and his heart keeps moving. For his wishes are his sanctuary, his food for life hungers his path for love, hoping that the day will come, in which he can share a lifetime of eternal happiness with that one and only...special someone.

Just something I spewed out... I know one thing however. I never took for granted the feeling of touching a womens soft skin. I miss the little things.

Don't take things like this for granted...because life is so short, and not a day goes by for me...that I don't think about such things. Hopefully and soon, I can live such a thing, and wonder about it no more.

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My New Car!! Cardomain!

"Be Mindful of The Future, But Not At The Expense of The Moment"

"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser"

even sometimes you are in too deep with a nightmare, yeah! there is something keeping you alive!
is that thing called "love" ?

Innova my buddy....some special person will come into your life who truly deserves you and will cherish you for who you are.
Youre such a great person...one day my dear friend she will appear.

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everything happens for a reason...

I know, and I appolgize for all of this crap writing as of late, I know its not me, I'm suppost to be writing something I dunno, brighter.

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My New Car!! Cardomain!

"Be Mindful of The Future, But Not At The Expense of The Moment"

"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser"

Even your dark writing is fabulous.. Sometimes its better to go with the flow then try andbe happy to write. You have a gift and I am positive some lucky woman will be overwhelmed by your compassion and beauty.

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"Remember always, that you not only have the right to be an individual, you have an obligation to be one."
- - Eleanor Roosevelt
" It's not who we are that holds us back, it's who we think we're not."
- - Michael Nolan
"...to love and lose, is better than not to love at all..." .... yours truly
" The world is big... I want to see all of it before it gets dark." -- John Muir

Thanks for the support, I know I will one day. I love my freedom, but I love sharing life with somebody else, its gives me all the power and ability I could ever need.

Again thank you.

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My New Car!! Cardomain!

"Be Mindful of The Future, But Not At The Expense of The Moment"

"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser"

Anytime.. anytime..

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"Remember always, that you not only have the right to be an individual, you have an obligation to be one."
- - Eleanor Roosevelt
" It's not who we are that holds us back, it's who we think we're not."
- - Michael Nolan
"...to love and lose, is better than not to love at all..." .... yours truly
" The world is big... I want to see all of it before it gets dark." -- John Muir