Thanks for your comments, remember this is a basic poem (not a song) written by an amatuer, i've no intention about writing a book, lol i just do it when i'm down or feeling good.
I never knew somebody could ask so many questions about a wee poem, but heres some short answers.
Yep this was my own feelings
Life been so bad?? my wife was unfaithful and my mother was dying of cancer.
What was special?? Because she was a down to earth lady nothing ever upset her when things went wrong, and i don't know about you, but when a lovely lady smiles at you, yep its nice.
Sorry but that line needs to be there.
Pursue another lady??. I didn't want to pursue another lady because i had found her and i was trying my best to form a relationship, one ladies more than enough for me lol.
What was so special??. I had met this lady on the internet after being single for 3 years, and it was a blind date, in a small village, when i first saw her i couldn't believe it she was georgeous, and when she smiled and beckoned me over her face was red and buzzing (radiating just an expression) the same as mine was.
There i hope that has answered some of your questions take care
