some poems

[deja-vu]

i can't take this any more
life becomes such a bore
and it all has got to end
for we never know what is around the next bend
i want nothing more to do with this
and I welcome deaths cold kiss
am I going crazy? I just can't deal with this insanity!
feeling much like a bound manatee
with boundaries limiting me
taking medicines dosages times three
hoping accidentally to cause death
but only causing damage to my living health
waiting for my body to whither to nothing
friends warning me sickness will come if I don't eat something
y lover acting worried but not knowing
the pain, the hurt I feel, the consciousness coming and going
uou see nothing can fix this
and so i welcome deaths cold kiss.

[deja-vu]

this place is quite
never disturbed
they set silently in a row
never speak a word
they dont show emotion
there soilded as a stone
there hearts were filled with so much pain
but they shoulda waited another day
maybe they would have seen
that we love them and cry each day
we held there hand when things got bad
we stayed up late
and talked all the time
but now its sopposed to change
you were always there
when we needed to talk
even when you could'nt stay strong
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