yeah - the more i write the dumber they seem to get. Maybe its just me. idk - I wrote these two tonight and wasnt very pleased with them... I actually was going to delete them, but i thought why ? these are feelings of mine and in the future i might want to reflect back upon them - so i decided to keep them.

But bleh - i will let the critics decide - if you even reply to this unlike all my other poems no one ever responds too... ... ...

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These have no names for them yet. I am too lazy to think up any names so BLAH





i feel so weak, so vulnerable, so lost
to get where i am today, my heart was the cost
I've gained everything and yet lost so much more
i lost my home, my family, and the one i adored
everything in my life has been turned upside down
and like all things this too had drowned
i dont miss the murderous one
not the game, its over, i won
i dont miss the things i was
why you may ask - just because ?
my reasoning is flawless and perfect.
things change, people change, no stopping it
we all grow, we all grow wiser and better
always moving forward and looking back never.
8-2-04




sleeping in this cave i wait for the day
in a deep slumber it seems i've been lost
awaken from this place of emptiness i never may
Karma is a bitch and this is my cost
alone i'm trapped inside full of doubt and fear
i've lost it all to this world of hate
i can feel death growing near
it only seems this could be my fate
soon is the end, either awaken or grow dead
find my true love, or become a ghost
so yet again i think to myself as i lay in bed
of all the things lost, i miss my mind the most
8-2-04

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Yeah... That's right.

-Billy

Not bad at all man, i haven't read many of ur poems... maybe i'll got try hunt some down, but yeah those two are pretty cool, but if you say they ain't your best, I can't argue.... need to read more u see.

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i know how u feel eveyone feels like that sometimes but you just gotta keep living life and one day things will get better