I like this suicide poem note.

[Only-virgins]

I did not write it but I liked it kind of. It is something like this that I would leave behind. I do not know were it came from. I just ran into it on the web.


SUICIDE NOTE

People say
"Shit happens"
And it does
To me
All the time

People say
"Things will look different
in the morning"
And they do:
Worse

People say
"Life can be great"
And it is
But not for me
Goodbye

[misombra]

have you ever known anyone that has killed themselves?

[Frasbee]

Wow...you're right.

That hit me hard, don't know why.

What's sad is whoever left this note was probably somebody I'd like.

[Only-virgins]

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Originally Posted by misombra

have you ever known anyone that has killed themselves?

Yes, I knew a girl who killed her-self because her parents did not let her date a boy. The boy was a mexican and the parents did not like that. She over-dosed on something but I can not remember what. Its a shame because she was a wonderful person. I have been thinking about suicide my-self. Does seem to be the easy solution for many hard problems.

[Frasbee]

Quote:

Originally Posted by Only-virgins

I have been thinking about suicide my-self. Does seem to be the easy solution for many hard problems.

Doesn't it?

Life would be so much easier if you didn't have to live it.

What stops me is the state I'd leave my family in afterwards.

I know after you die it doesn't matter but...you know how it is.

Or maybe you don't.

[Only-virgins]

Quote:

Originally Posted by Frasbee

Doesn't it?

Life would be so much easier if you didn't have to live it.

What stops me is the state I'd leave my family in afterwards.

I know after you die it doesn't matter but...you know how it is.

Or maybe you don't.

I know how it is but once I am dead...I wouldn't care and they would eventually get over it. Other people (except for me) are good at getting over things some-how. Yea, my family would be shocked and sad if I was dead but I am having trouble living with my thoughts. Everything is going against me and every event only hurts me more.

[Frasbee]

So if you were to hypothetically commit suicide how would you go about it?

[Only-virgins]

Quote:

Originally Posted by Frasbee

So if you were to hypothetically commit suicide how would you go about it?

I wish I knew. Any ideas? everything seems so pain-full. I hate pain.

[misombra]

you wouldn't care about how much pain your family and your friends would be in if you killed yourself. don't you think that's pretty ****ing selfish? there's no pain like the one of someone who you love deliberately taking themselves away from you for the rest of their lives. there's so much guilt and anger, people don't easily just get over those things, if they do at all. that's really sad about your friend. how do you think her parents feel now about themselves? reflecting on the pain the person must have been going through and they didn't tell anybody, that's crappy man. if you've ever had a friend or a family member kill themselves i'm positive you'd think differently. it's not an easy way out. there is no easy way out.

[Stillinlove]

Ive been through some horrible times mentally. Someone once told me something they thought they remembered reading in a book of poetry or a novel, but it went along the lines of "There is no greater misery than to remember, with bitter regret, a day when you were happy". That one struck home. I was youthful and full of hope once. Im not going to lie and say dying hasnt crossed my mind, but the truth is, i am dying inside a little every day. BUt what keeps me going is knowing that the girl i love is out there somewhere living her life happy like she always did before i knew her, and like she always will. If i die id never see her again and lose everything. I dont care if id die, but ceasing to exist would take her further away from me than she is now, and it sounds stupid to say, but i couldnt bare that, Im sure you have a reason to live, Any small amount of hope is enough to hold on to. I dont have hope, but always have memories to visit, if i die, those will be taken from me. But what the hell do i know?

heh But that note, yeah , seems a little too familiar....

[misombra]

wow, that's really kinda pathetic.

[Stillinlove]

I can put it in a way youll understand it =) I refuse to be passed around like a doobie
XD

[misombra]

wow. two pathetic posts in a row. that's good.

[Frasbee]

What if you jump off a really high building backwards?

How crazy would that be cause you'd never know when you were gonna hit the ground, unless you counted the floors on the way down...

[King of King]

I begin to read it from the paragraph. It scares me. ... so terrible my god