Just someting i wrote

[Xenon]

i'm starting to forget how she looks like.....
it's what i wanted...to forget about her...
i should be glad
instead
i'm feeling worst...
why?...
i need to get over this...
get over her...
even if i'm starting to forget her looks..
it doesn't matter....
cause i never like her cause of her looks
i can't seem to forget her voice...
laugh..cry..
dat sincere smile of her's
..sigh..
i pray every night to forget her..
so no one else would get hurt in this
but my prayer hasn't been granted
i often tought that i should just stay friends with her
but..i've tried that before... It hurts
the pain of knowing that even if i try.....
i can never have her... as my love
and i can't be near her knowing that,
so i pushed her away... as far as possible without telling her the reason
cause it doesn't matter...to her
now she's trying to contact me... trying to get along with me
all i did was ignored her... but every time i did that...
it hurts... she never knew that.. never will
now my pain is less than before cause she moved away...
but she's coming back soon...
the truth is ..
I love Her...