well, ellynn wanted to know...i just asked for her e-mail because i couldn't write a pm...i only had two posts and i wasn't willing to write three other posts just for writing them...it could be risky for me too, but I don't think that writing an e-mail to a person that doesn't even live in your country it's something you should be afraid of...so, whatever...

oh, i just realised i need 15 posts, not 5...so just forget about it and forget about my story...it was good for me to write it down because it was only me that knew how i felt and it was good for me to tell it to someone, anyone...like a psychological thing...probably i'll never have 15 posts anyway and what vashti said made me realise that it was a bad idea exposing myself, so anyone that is curious, forget about it.

Hey, its ok. I understand.

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Appreciate the good times and learn from the bad times....

i just read your post....that's AMAZING...your love sounds like the sort of thing you only hear about it fairy tails...

thanks for sharing it. it's beautiful.