| Ah, just forget it. Forget it. I give up, I'm damn tired of this. It's just the way I feel about the way he feels about me - I'm 120% sure that he thinks that I'm still inot him. Well, duh, I'm not into him. Over. OVER. Maybe I still have feelings for him, the real him, or at least that's how I felt, him - the way he was before. Not now.
He used to say that I have two personalities (the one he likes, and the other one he doesn't), well, I feel the same way about him now. Man, I'm mad right now. Mad, you hear me, I'm mad. I finally got mad, and I feel like throwing things around and rrrrr. I'm not frustrated, I'm not depressed, not hurt, I'm mad! Gosh, I wish I could tell him how I feel about everything, but he won't even listen to me! There's this huge wall all around him, and now he's not my soulmate anymore, he's he's he's just so cold and impermeable, he's not sensitive or caring anymore. he's turned into this lifeless steel object. all we do is exchange civilities and watch movies. if he doesn't care than I don't care either. he doesn't like me i don't like him he doesn't want to be friend i dio 't want it either, big whoop. his majesty is saving himself for the "ONE" the one you know, the one who's not me, and if I'm not her or even like her, that means he's not even my friend. rats like i wanna be the "ONE" for him, you see I'm just dying to be his girlfriend. never never never never, i don't like him anymore. i don't like him. i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him hate hate hate hate hate hate him
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I have it all. Including kino.
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