Hey everyone new Years is coming very close. What is everyone plans? Are you guys chilling with your friends or bf or both. Do you guys think its good some new years not to have your bf around and just relaxin with your friends.

I am just asking in general if people see there friends on new years eve or your bf. Or both or just one.

Seeing as I'm single, I will more then likely be spending New Years with friends and family. All that I know is I wanna get drunk and just have a good time and unwind. I don't get to do that too often.

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Appreciate the good times and learn from the bad times....

sex. I think I should have some.

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oh, I figured this was pretty well known on here by now. I already wanted to on the last visit, but I didn't get on the pill on time, (which was ryanair's fault because I got delayed for like a damn week at least and couldn't get to my GP before my cycle started, which was of course early ) so we only had condoms and a spare MAP, but I knew I'd still worry myself crooked, plus we were at home at my parents house.. and though my folks *adore* him, it didn't seem right. foiled again.

So this time, we have a hotel room totally to ourselves for a few days, and i'm on the pill, and I don't see what can stop me now.. (whatever it is, i'm sure it'll pop up at the last moment )

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Thank you
...so now, it even has the Vashti stamp of approval.

I should mention that I don't specifically plan on having sex if it doesn't work out that way when I get there, but now I have all the stuff on my checklist so I'm ready to go when the moment strikes. I've had enough of stuff getting in my way.

I suppose it's possible to regret anything, there's always that risk. But at least i'm not asking for it

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good luck. and god's speed

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I am almost not even here anymore.

thank you

(would god agree?)

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probably not, but that's okay.

i have a sudden urge to bang my ex. i think that she is going to beg her parents into letting me see her again. i think they probably are worried that i hit her or something....

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I am almost not even here anymore.

so, would everything be okay with you two if it wasn't for her parents, or did you already have other issues?

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we had a few issues, that couldve been worked out. what happened was, we got into an argument when we were talking about what to do, her mom over heard the convo on the phone, and took her to a shrink the next day along with her dad.

they all sat down and decided, against the girls will, to break us apart.

stupid ****ing parents.

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I am almost not even here anymore.

blah. I don't think the current situation can last.. you're either going to have to move on, or her parents are going to have to allow you two some contact.. or something, damnit.

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i don't know what i'm doing yet. hopefully nothing.

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"we must account for every idle word, so we must account for every idle silence." -ben franklin

damnit mods, this thread is in the wrong place. i am reporting.

anyways, i will be spending new years with my friends at youth group, hoping to bump into the german girl again. i might try to talk one of my friends into camping out at his place, and drinking wine, and celebrating.

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I am almost not even here anymore.

aw c'mon! not even watching the fireworks?

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