Ive been out of commission for a few weeks and havent been up to par to post. I may have to have another surgery. Gawd I cant take much more. Its my intestines.

Kyle moved out of the trailer and in with his so called I thought good friend, but found out just how bad this guy is. I KNEW he was in love with Kyle but NEVER thought he'd cross the line, he did. I moved Kyle out this week. I want him home but I NEED him to realize the military is his only option for now. He's staying with another friend and Im helping him with rent.

I gave my notice at work this week, that was tough, but relieved. Im so excited to work with my husband. They've already started to put my office together. WOW so many great things coming! Just have to get my health together!

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I'm confused?

Also, what's wrong ye intestines?

Kyles so called friend is BI. He told me he would never cross the line with Kyle, Kyle told him he didnt play for the same team. I just found out Bobby, his friend, drugged Kyles drink, Kyle was completely unaware and another friend stopped Bobby. Id say that is date rape. Im livid and wont speak to him.

I was in the ER room the day after Christmas. Ive had extreme pain in LL abdomen, its not my apendix, already gone. Im seeing a Gastro Dr this week and scheduling for a colonoscopy. Ive been told its likely diverticulitis, and Ive already had surgery on my intestines. I may need to have some removed. They may be diseased. EWW right.

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wow. that must be very painful. i hope they're giving you some good drugs for the meantime.

that sucks about your son's friend. hopefully kyle got rid of him.

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Who's up for a gaybashing??

I am! I am!

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The fact that he's gay is separate from the fact that he's a sleazebag who drugged someone's drink. Vile behavior. It would have been exactly as vile, though, were he a straight guy who did that to a girl.

Squirrley, you live three lives at once. I don't know how you aren't exhausted. You must be. You need a vacation from your life, girl.

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Kyle and I are officially done with his so called "friend". He crossed every line. Im sure he knows I know by now. It makes ill, wait I am. What an ass. I truly had too much faith in this guy. Kyle is living with his other friend and her mom is super nice. Hes sharing a room with her, but his friend told me today Kyle went to the recruiting station and took out all of his piercings, yes his eyebrow and his tongue. I couldve killed him for that one. So Im hoping it was in the right direction. He needs to realize FAST the army is the one thing that will settle his ass straight.

Oh gawd Ive been hearing the horror stories of butt exams too.
Geezuz I so am not looking forward to it.

Found out this week my sister inlaw is flying down this month and staying with us for a few days. She wants to move here. Hey Im for that, at least Id have one brother here. I miss my family. My mom is pissed though, she's told my sisy inlaw its not a good time for me being that Im going through ALL this shit, but she didnt care, and I have to work these tests around her being here. YUCK!

Im ready to leave my job now too. Have my whole new wardrobe for the law office, going from scrubs and tennis shoes, to what I think is stuffy, the conservative look and heals, omg. Thats the only thing I dont like, as much as I cant wait to finally grow up and dress up have a growing career in law, I like my comfort.

Giga, while in the hospital, they had me on morphine every hour on the hour and then sent me home with a week of it. I dont like it, didnt take it, Im sticking to my somas. And vicadon.

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Why should you? I think you should make her drive your sick ass to the hospital, if she wants to show up in the middle of all this.

Send it to me. I looooove me some morphine.

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Good luck with your health squirrley

health is one of the three things in live you need to be happy. At least, In my case.

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A colon resection is a pretty heavy-duty treatment for diverticulitis. Have you made the necessary dietary modifications? And have you been on antibiotics?

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Just finished my last day of antibiotics today. It has helped, but its still there. Im not in the severe pain like last week, but its hanging.

Im keeping my fingers crossed trust me, although I know its coming soon. I dont think Id have the pooper bag YET. Im too young for this ya know! Im scared to go potty because the pain is so intense. So I dont eat but one meal a day and its bland. Gawd I could go for some pizza!!

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You don't eat enough as it is, girl.

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But MOST of what I eat I throw up. Whats worse I dont know.

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Can you drink alright?

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